Yuppie for the Nth time

I'll be starting my new job on Thursday. I'm excited and scared at the same time because there are so many questions in my head that needs to be answered. I don't know if my answers to those questions are enough but there's nothing I can do for now and I hope the answers that i have is correct. But if not, then that's another blog for me. :-)



a good company for growth?



I'm not yet sure. Sana! They told me during my orientation that it will take a year for an agent to be promoted to either a Subject Matter Expert or a Team Leader. Which not too long. It's good to know that I still have a year to impress everyone. A full year of hard work, stress, friendships, problems, good times and bad times. Hope everything will be paid off.



Right now, I don't know if I'll be promoted in this kind of industry. I don't know why I'm thinking this way. I know what I'm capable of and I know I can make it but there's something subconscious that keeps me from achieving promotion.



With my first job, I was so close to be promoted. Damn! I really f%$#ed up in that company. I had so many instance of absences and tardiness. But I already proved to myself that I can go to work everyday. Kasi with my last company, from the first day 'til my last day, I didn't have any absences or even a late. Yakang-yaka!



Is the salary enough for me to live?



Yesssssss-terday!



This is the big question, Will I be working with people that I can harmoniously work with?



This, I think, is the one that I'm really really scared of. Huhuhu! I don't know if there's something wrong with me or they are the ones who have some problems. When I was with eTel, i didn't have any problems with my TL, teammates and everybody else. but when I joined the other two... the problem started.



My TLs are always mad at me. My teammates don't speak to me. When i walk past them, it's like they're always saying bad things about me. I don't know why are they like that. It's not like I'm not trying to be friends with or at least have a very professional relationship with them. But there's something that I don't know that might piss them of before.



This time, I'll be quiet (low profile). I'll make sure I'll do good in training as what I did in the two previous companies. I'll concentrate and focus with what I am doing. I'll listen carefully to the instructions of my superiors and take them to heart.

I think I'm ready for new things. There are so many lessons that I've learned from my previous companies. I hope I'll be able to apply those at para maging maayos na lahat. Ayoko nang mangyari ulit sa akin un.

I'll just wait and see what comes of it. Maybe I'm just a little paranoid because at the back of my head, the things that happened before will happen again.

But this time, I won't let that happen. I know that there are people who'll be there for me and this time, I'll listen to them.