The beginning of a new me

The days that had gone by after I wrote my last blog have been very interesting. I experienced a very unusual feeling, which I've never felt before and learned so many things about myself. I can't believe that for the longest time... I am at peace and I am happy with the way things are going with my life.

When it comes to my work, everything is fabulous! I learned so many things about our product that will make me well equipped and be ready when I take in calls - alone. I got very good feedback from our SMEs (Subject Matter Experts) and so far I am also getting high grades in my call monitoring. This is new for me.

I also have no problems with my co-workers, I hope. There are times that I'm very careful with what I do and say around them. I really wanted to be friends with them and I don't want them to see my bad habits (if there is any?) and anything that would make them think that they don't want to be friends with me anymore.

When I go to work, I don't feel the laziness or even dread of going to work. I wanted to go to work everyday. To be honest, I love it when I feel this way and I don't want to ask why am I like this now. I don't want to know why didn't this happen before with my 2 previous works.

I'm still sad that my previous work didn't work out as planned but I feel contented now that I got what I really wanted.

I can't believe that I can work my ass off and have fun all at the same time. I love it when i think of all the things that I can do after work. At least now, there is something that I look forward to at the end of the day. I thought, this is the one that I didn't have before. I thank God because after all the failure, He still gave me the chance to prove myself that I can still do it. Yes!!!

I am also seeing myself climbing the corporate ladder here. I was able to let them see and know what I'm capable of and I will make sure that I'll be consistent enough for them to realize that I'm not just impressing them for the time being but I am doing this because i can and will continue doing it for the rest of my stay with their company.

I don't what to be like my old self again. I like the new me. I hope that I can be even a better me in the next months!