Once you read this there's something I'd like o ask you in the end.
It's been a very very long time since I wrote a blog here. There's so many things that happened since 2006 (that's how long it is!).Many ups and downs but still was able to live life and just went on with what I have have to do everyday.
There were times that I feel very pressured. Pressured to finish my studies but i ended up not finishing college. I was taking up Mechanical Engineering and I was on my fifth and final year.
Eventhough I wasn't able to finish school, I was able to find a job. I became an academic tutor to Korean students who chose to study here in our country. It was a very fun experience. Learned so many things specially interacting with people of a different race and also it help me try to understand and appreciate other people with different cultures. This experience also taught me to be more patient towards others and just enjoy doing your work. I also realized that after all your hard work, you can buy anything you want with your hard earned money and of course, spending money wisely.
I quit the tutoring gig and chose to work for a call center. The call center industry in the country is fast growing. There's so many companies that kept poppoing out every month. During those years since I last wrote my blog here, I was able to work with 4 call centers. The longest time that I stayed with one of the companies was 1 year and 7 months, the shortest is 3 mos.
Currently, I am employed with 24/7. We accept calls australian landline customers. It's a day shift, not like most call centers here wherein they work mostly during the night. I've been working there since April this year.
I am on leave right now because of a sickness that my docotr is still observing. He is trying to see if I really have laryngeal tuberculosis. I've been on leave for almost a month. I'm kinda scared that I'll be enable to go back to work because of my sickness or if they'll still would like to to go back and work for them.
Today, I'll be going back to the office and will arrange come thing at work. I'll also be speaking with my supervisor about the status of my employment with the company.
Since I'm not going to work, I'm not gonna be expecting a salary for the next two pay outs. Good thing i was able to refer a friend and she already passed. I'll be expecting to get a 5000 peso worth of gift certificates that I can perhaps sell to my friends so that I can have money on hand.
There are times when I'm alone, when I think about the tings that happened in my life if it's a bad one or if it's normal. I've been trying to figure out how to set all things straight and for me to be back on track again. Just by thinking about those, stress comes in again.
What I'm thinking of doing is to just go with the flow and I'll just just to what comes to my mind first. I don't think that it's too late to turn things back to normal and I'll just do it at my own pace. Inot going to pressure myself to set thing straight away. Everythings going to happen when they happen. I'll just do whatever I can and maybe two years from now I'll just realize that I did it.
You know what, just by writing this blog, I've just made the best plan that i've ever had since 2006.Here's the question:
Should I forget the things that I wrote on my last two blogs? Is this the best plan for me to achieve the thing that I want?
Please, if you happen to go to this site, I would really appreciate some answers.
Thanks!
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